I deactivated my facebook today. I am going to be keeping a journal here instead. I need time to spend reflecting and not constantly judging myself with other people's opinions and standards. It has come to my attention today that I am most likely both selfish and not a very good person. Yes, these are other people's opinions but they are also things I have thought about myself, for the first time in a very long time. How do I change that? Can I change that? Should I just think, "Fuck it. I am fucked up what am I going to do about it?"? I am not too sure. I need to figure this out though. I need to stop having terrible dreams and I need to stop caring about things that don't care back. I need to reexamine my life. As lame as it sounds. I have turned it upside down with very little thought. This is going to be really fucking hard, I already know. I need to stop thinking about myself though. This is hard for everyone. Life is hard for everyone...as cliche as it sounds.
I love this photo. These are people I care a lot about.
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